Hello and welcome!
I’ve started a very exciting ‘spiritual journey’ and I’m learning so much. This blog is a place for me to share my learnings, journey, and experience. I’m also practicing putting ideas into action!
For a long time, I felt like I wasn’t really living my life, that I was waiting for it to start, waiting for it to happen for me, waiting to be happy and trying to find out how to be happy but continuing to run into blocks. I’ve been really interested in health, wellbeing, and spirituality for a long time – but have gone through some pretty large chunks of my life feeling unbalanced, insecure and just like something was missing.
2017 was a huge year of growth for me. It was the most emotionally challenging year of my life. Whilst it was filled with incredible moments, places, people, experiences, and achievements – it was also filled with intense heartbreak, tears, self-doubt, fear, extreme inner turmoil, alcohol, and drugs. Looking back now, as of mid-January 2018, it’s really incredible to see how life unfolded that way because of my thoughts and mindset at the time, and also how much I experienced and grew from the difficulties.
Near the end of 2017, I had a breakdown. I couldn’t keep living like this anymore. Everything was out of alignment and I needed to make a change. Every single part of my life felt like it was spiraling out of control.
A few days just after my breakdown – which was a terrible day when I burst into tears and couldn’t stop crying and could barely move – I felt a shift coming on. I had a strong underlying feeling that something radical was about to change. That my life was about to start. The last week of December 2017 I spent journalling out the year just been – the highlights, lowlights, lessons, experiences, what to let go of, what to be grateful for. This gave me a sense of closure, of letting go, and a space for the new – the fresh year ahead.
Never in my life have I felt such a powerful energetic shift as I did knowing I was coming into 2018. I had the deep feeling of knowing it was going to be incredible and that I was going to create the life I had always dreamed of. 2018 is my year. I feel everything in my life has brought me to this exact point – and all my previous experiences – for a reason. That reason being, I am present here right now in this very moment, exactly where I’m meant to be, with the exact experiences and knowledge that I’m meant to have.
I’ve started to investigate what’s been holding me back for so long – my blocks, limitations, habits, ways of thinking – and the more I uncover the more I learn. The most WONDERFUL thing about it all is, the more I uncover and learn the more I realise that possibilities are INFINITE! I can, and have the power to, create the life I truly want and desire. There is so much wisdom available and I’m beyond excited to dig deep into it. It feels so good to absorb this wonderful knowledge and to be in power to manifest the life of my dreams.
What I know for sure right now is that everything is perfect exactly how it is. Everything is unfolding exactly how it is meant to. I am content and present in this very moment. And I am so excited for what this year will bring and what I will create. I am so grateful to be here and to be in this place of wonder, freedom, balance, and presence.